“She Doesn’t Look Blind to Me” The Blind Actor Phenomenon, #52essays2017

In my last essay inspired by attending the NYC Disability Pride Parade, I presented a small rant on the dearth of actors with disabilities representing themselves on television. And I got to thinking about how, in a troubling landscape, I can say with as few sour grapes as possible, that the blind actor is pretty much non-existent, excepting of course in a certain Vanda commercial starring me!

Blindness is a very weird disability since, without the accoutrements of white cane or guide dog, it doesn’t look like much, which is why, I suppose, I receive comments on the Vanda iSpot page doubting my authenticity. Here’s an example from George:

“Doesn’t look blind to me. Her eyes are following the action. She at least has some vision.”

And another from Rhonda:

“This is an actor!!! They need real blind people. They stopped this one with the actor woman. Now they have an Afganastan [sic] vet.”

For some reason, Ronda believes in the vet, but not me, the assumption is that the vet is a real blind person, which in fact he is. Mike and I shot our commercials at the same time and chatted during lunch once. But why getting blinded in war is more credible than having an eye disease remains a mystery.

I am not alone in being denied authenticity. On Molly’s Dove Shower Foam iSpot page, I read a comment from Roseanne:

“don’t think she’s blind”

And another from Carol:

“Same she doesn’t look hummm noract like any actual blind person I know and I have friends and family blind from infancy to loss of sight from wound in war to elderly! And lost sight even to being diabedic [sic]. She doesn’t appear to act in any way as they do”

Spelling mistakes and typos aside, I accept these comments as representative of a certain percentage of the American sighted population. Happily for Molly (and human kind), there are others who believe. Someone took the time to Google her and discovered her authenticity. From Shelley:

“I googled it and I think her name is Molly Burke and she has retinitis pigmentosis [pigmentosa]. You gradually lose your eye sight when you have that. My grandma had it along with two of her sisters. She was declared blind in 1967 but didn’t completely lose all her sight until 10 or so years later.”

Indeed Molly Burke is authentic and has a popular YouTube channel in which she talks about life with blindness.

I wonder if others in the disabled world get victimized by such able-bodied scrutiny. Probably. And yet there are disabilities that are hard to fake. No one doubts that Peter Dinklage, who plays Tyrion Lannister in Game of Thrones, is the real deal.

Part of the problem is that able-bodied actors have been portraying and often winning Academy Awards for their performances of disabilities for so long that seeing someone who is actually disabled defying stereotypes–not looking blind, for example–that when they see the real thing, they doubt the authenticity and somehow feel duped. It’s odd that people cannot imagine a real blind actor, but only real blind people, as if actors were not also people.

For my Celebrating People With Disabilities in Film and Television article I wrote for NYFA earlier this month, I was delighted to find enough actors with disabilities that I could not fit them all into my space limitations. However, beyond the TV ads, I had to stretch for a blind actor.


Kitty McGeever starred in the long-running “Emmerdale,” but sadly died age 48 as a result of many health issues. McGeever was the first blind actor to star in a British soap. Having trained at RADA, she lost her sight at the age of 33, shortly before winning her role on “Emmerdale.” She described her character as “naughty” and “manipulative in the extreme” to the BBC, and added, Lizzy “uses her disability to her advantage and then disregards it to her advantage whenever and whichever way she chooses.


There’s also a young French actor Melchior Derouet, who starred opposite Natalie Portman in Paris Je T’aime. Here’s a fun Hollywood Reporter article about him navigating Cannes.

When I was called to audition for the part of Reba on NBC’s Hannibal, I dreamed of not just the stardom and money, but the idea of doing talk shows and the like, speaking as myself to a mass audience of sighted people about my particular flavor of blindness. How delicious, I thought, and important, to offer a perspective that might not square with the usual perceptions! I also imagined insisting on the importance of having people represent themselves on TV, providing more nuanced and authentic representations, representations that have behind them, at least to some extent, experience that reaches beyond stereotypes. This is important not only regards viewers but also the immense cast and crews on a television or film set.

The director of the Vanda ads, Malcolm Venville, told me on our first day of shooting that how I moved was so interesting. That it was so different from how a sighted person moved, and yet subtle and not what you see in the media–not superhuman and not slapstick. The cast and crew’s experience of a blind actor can only help to explode stigmatic portrayals. There is hardly a mainstream blind actor working today, and yet the portrayal of blindness is practically a staple on the TV series, where main characters are struck blind at alarming rates, usually just before jumping the shark–yes, I’ve got Fonzie’s Blindness in mind.

But things they are a changing, and I’m excited for the blind kids coming up. Soon, I hope, it will be as frowned upon to have a blind character played by a sighted as to run around in blackface. But for now, we must be satisfied with pharmaceutical ads and training videos… Below you can watch my friend George Ashiotis and I tell poll workers how to treat people who are blind!


*This is #23 of #52essays2017. Check out #22 Disability Pride Parades Matter 2, about my happy march up Broadway flying my freak flag with thousands of others!*

11 thoughts on ““She Doesn’t Look Blind to Me” The Blind Actor Phenomenon, #52essays2017”

  1. I appreciate what you said I don’t understand how someone can look blind just like I don’t understand how someone can act black, the people of the world just can be so judgmental and ignorant!

  2. Hi! Thanks for your article, it was well-done and informative.
    I’m notexcusing anymean-spirited or ignorant comments, and that said, i think the general suspicion of disabled actors stems from a distrust of corporate media. Like, money driven Media (even when utilizing a disabled person in their ad) are so shameless that a lot of people are suspicious that the actor they’re using is actually an able-bodied person being used to portray a disability in order to illicit a positove, sympathetic reaction from consumers to a particular product. Which, when u think about it, isn’t totally implausible. The scrutiny isn’t necessarily directed at the actor… it’s directed at the company.
    Personally, i knew there was almost no chance Molly on the Dove ad was a fake… i mean maybe 10-15 years ago, but with social media and the internet… no fuc*ing way would they dare use an actor to portray a blind individual.
    People should do a cursory search before declaring with such conviction or self assurance that the actor is a plant… and maybe we’re getting closer to that now.

    1. I appreciate some of Brit’s sentiments. We hear on some commercials, “Not an attorney,” or in small print, “Actor Portrayal.” So we are already skeptical when we see individuals labelled as blind or some other circumstance and wonder,”Is that person really blind?”

      1. While I always appreciate comments and believe I understand where these are coming from, I think it’s important to point out that the real problem is that we have hardly any blind actors on television and in the movies (or writing the storylines and scripts) and so it seems perfectly natural that people would be skeptical about actual blind people in commercials. Natural, but not correct, not okay, and not for long. The blind actor will have her day! Representation and authenticity matter.

  3. I think she has Retinitis Pigmentosis where you gradually lose your eyesight. So she might not have been blind enough to “look” blind yet.

    1. Hello, I believe the “she” you are referring to is me, M. Leona Godin, author of the article and owner of this website. I have a cone rod dystrophy—similar to, but different from, classic retinitis pigmentosa (RP)—and I no longer have any usable vision—just occasional bits of light from the outside world penetrate my far periphery. Blind-looking or not, I am blind.

  4. Do you know if the actor in the current Vanda commercial is blind? My wife teaches VI and O&M, and she is skeptical that this guy is actually blind – primarily because he’s wearing sunglasses, which is an uncommon practice among real-world blind people (although commom in movie depictions of the blind).

    1. Hi, I’m not sure which Vanda commercial you’re referring to, but I know that three of them were filmed when I did mine, and we were all blind, so I’m guessing they continued that endeavor! I personally like to wear sunglasses, especially when outdoors and performing–as you can see in many pictures of me on this website! All blind people are different!

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